Saturday, 17 May 2014

THAT GOOD DAY

Hey everyone!!...theres another poem of mine for you to ponder upon.As I ,and people like me,wait for that day to come when we'll all have that same presence of mind , and we would know the might of our knowledge , we cherish the present , and our timidity as poor little humans.




There are these words hanging in my head
Floating in the deep scary shadows
The subconcious mind seems so alive
As suddenly awakened  by a streak of light

I can feel the light , but I cannot see it
Its as if its just a breath away
And still I cannot touch it
Unsettled thoughts create a chaos

Its as  if I’m falling in a deep dark  hole
With little glow birds on the walls
Teasing me with there unsettled shine
Luring me towards the bound grounds

I crave for the light they behold
But I have to wait for it to unfold
For it is not the right time
For the true knowledge to reach me

To take me into its cradle
To conjure me into its deep wells
To consume me with its awesome power
To show me what I am and what I can be

So I wait for the time,patiently but eagerly
That the day is not far
When man will be godlike, the apotheosis
When man will realise his might, and yet his timidness
And he will understand the true meaning of god
The creator of creators

And so,we all wait for that good day

APOTHEOSIS OF GEORGE WASHINGTON

yes, we all are patiently waiting for the good . it's best not to think of what bad will happen if everyone becomes human- gods.it's better to think what good it will bring to this world!! . do you agree with me??? then tell me,by generously filling my comment-box with your views on this.HAPPY READING!!!!

THE BLACK LADY

HELLO EVERYONE!!My precious dear readers. I was absent for a while 'cause of lack of time , and there are sincere apologies for that.But now, I'm back , with a poem that will make you acquainted with the plight of the poor Indian women in the early times , when divorce was seen as something like a 'punishable offence' , and such women were seen as shameful beings , animals. i  dedicate this poem to all those women who had to die or suffer at the hands of those conservatives and orthodox persons.My serious respects.



Its not what I should be doing
But  I am fretting over it all the more
Its not what I should be thinking
But I am pondering over it real hard

Words , mere words
Harsh ,cruel , heartless words
Thoughtless , pointless , nonsense words
Words I hear all day

Day and night they tease me
Haunt me  , torture me
Kill me , a slow painful death
Make me hate myself

“Why were you born , disgraced girl!”
“You stained , pathetic child of a harlot”
“Death is what you deserve , you mongrol”
“You bad, bad woman”
And that’s what I hear
Everywhere I go

The lovely  nature  itself
Seems to loath my very existence
For a fault that wasn't mine
For a sin I never committed

And so I decide to leave this disgraced body
A body which is no longer my own
 a soul, brutally murdered
by the vehemence of the king
the ruler of this world
the lord of this universe
the greedy , lustful man

but as I tie the rope to the fan
I ask myself
what did I do?
What sin did I commit?
what shame did I bring?

by separating myself  from a greedy oaf
by freeing myself from the clutches of a demon
by showing the world what a beast he was
and what beasts others like him are

and the answer came
as if it was already there
infested in my head by some demons
who call themselves angels , my guardians

“it was yours to tolerate him
To respect him , to satisfy him.
You disgraced your womanhood
Your delicacy , your culture.
  Your love your passion
Your duty your nature.”

And so they condemned me to die
I , their daughter,was left to perish
To succumb to my own misery
To melt and rot in my own dump

I thought I had done something brave
Something good , something better
But now ,the situation compels me to think
That I was wrong

I was wrong to save myself
I was wrong to save my body , my soul
I was wrong to save my womanhood , my humanity
Wrong to fight for my freedom , my frailty

And so, the rope goes on my neck
And it feels bad  , its suffocating
But my last thoughts are peaceful
Peaceful forgiveness that I ask from god
For committing my sins
For redeeming me from them



So , how did you like my poem? Feel free to give your views , friends. The comment option is right below this.HAPPY READING!!!